Still-at-toes

Freed from the frenzy,guile of freedom and extroversion, the exposed soft vellum that were just so getting used to the silken pain,the cutis still pink from the jostle, the tarsus yet arched...

Glistening red varnish accentuating the perfect curve,defining the attitude as if its the rush of blood down there to survive.Filed to perfection, an iota away from the kill,just enough to hurt it right...

Stilts stretched out to perfection, away from the envious stares...nets making hues, fishing for bold moves...calves at ease,having shadows running wild on the cold limbs...

A suffering so longed, a bruised encounter so cherished, a feeling of intimidation so missed, a pedestal awaiting...making me go back to wearing my heels again...

Wonderful Nothingness!

Nothing is a concept that describes the absence of anything. Colloquially, it is used to indicate the lack of anything relevant or significant, or to describe a particularly unimportant thing, event, or object.

Sometimes I find myself in this state of 'nothingness'.It just happens on its own.Seems like I am elevated to some other level. Where time seems to pass and activities seem to happen around me,but I am not having anything particular to do, to say. Seems like nothing affects me.

My readings in a few spiritual books define this state of nothingness as the ultimate achievement. A state where you are unified with your surroundings. a state of being oneself, being aware and being satisfied.The teachings gave a lot of importance to the techniques required to attain these sense of nothingness, it also preached, that if you look too much for it, you wont find it-for its not there outside,but within oneself.

Its s state of ultimate calmness, with our own self, others.Acceptance of things as they are, free from any sort of questions, free from any kind of burden- just blissful solitude and peace.

Sometimes in my hyper active life, I mentally yearn for this kind of nothingness, and I feel blessed to achieve the same without much effort...or maybe there is effort...the effort of doing too many things,thinking too much...after which the mind gives way to this blissful state...